The outside world is a horrible place. For me anyway. I walk up the road and I am paranoid that the people in the cars coming down the opposite way are looking at me. You know when you're driving and you just happen to see someone walking past? Most times people don't notice or judge, … Continue reading I went outside.. and enjoyed it!
This image perfectly represents what I feel like I've done to someone tonight I know, it's my second post in one night, but I felt like I needed to get some stuff off my chest. Without going into loads of detail, I have this friend. A best friend. We've only known eachother for around 6 … Continue reading Guys and their fragile hearts
Today was a worrying, stressful, and regretful day. The immense guilt I feel right now is heavy and burdensome, and some of the things I've done are not retractable and I can't recede the choices I made. and I will have to live with them. I started off my day... late. You see, I had … Continue reading Going downhill
Following on from my University experience admist my addiction, and before I discuss my latest problem at my new workplace, I thought I'd write about how my addiction affected my work. At my previous workplace, I started to become very inept at my job, because the drugs were pulling me back. Not only that, but … Continue reading Drugs at work, and my new job
Well it's been a while since I posted on here. I am pretty much posting to the void, because I very much doubt anybody is coming on here to look at a strangers posts, but I will post non-the-less. I find it kind of sad that my last post was so dark, even worse that … Continue reading An update
It's weird, I came to wordpress to create an anonymous site documenting my journey to my, well demise, really. Then I discovered I already had one only a year or so old. My last post was "suicide isn't the way" but since then I have changed my mind. It's not your way, but my way. I've worried … Continue reading I’ve changed my mind on suicide
Okay so I feel it's necessary to talk about this subject. I have been on instagram a lot lately, and I don't usually use it, so the posts and people I follow are all from a few years back, when I was in a very dark place, and they're the type of accounts held by … Continue reading Why suicide isn’t the way