Before about an hour ago I never knew the true meaning of pacing. Not because I'd never heard the definition or watched somebody pace or know what it means to pace, but because I realised I'd never actually done it before. I'd never paced up and down a hallway or kitchen (as I did today), … Continue reading I have literally no-one to turn to and nowhere to go
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Meant to Be
For his attention
She fight
Without his approval
Her dreams would not catch flight
Self-sabotaging rendered her insane
Poison flowed through her veins
Risking a life she could not love
Losing faith of anyone above
A father who belittled his daughter
Confusing her was the pain
She sought in others a fragile love
The one missing from within
Disposing of men
Forbidden sin
He set an example forever ingrained
Love equals pain
The rejection of his affection left her exposed
Substance she snorts up her nose
Numbing the pain
Heartbreak upon heartbreak she gain
A constant battle with her brain
A destiny to heal her heart
Finding herself falling apart
She doesn’t know where to start
Forgiveness is key
In being set free
And unlocking who she is meant to be
New year, same old me
Look, if you wanna make your new years eve wondering what amazing things you can do next year (now this year), do it. I'm not being sarcastic. I was once somebody who spent ages writing new years resolutions and I prayed to God to be a better person and respect life and Him more, it … Continue reading New year, same old me
A belated Merry Christmas
Well on my journey to work on Christmas Eve I wrote some of a blog post, and since then it's disappeared into the abyss, so I'll start again, just kinda, really late. Actually it was a blessing I didn't finish that on Christmas Eve morning, when it was wet and the busses were barely running … Continue reading A belated Merry Christmas
I went outside.. and enjoyed it!
The outside world is a horrible place. For me anyway. I walk up the road and I am paranoid that the people in the cars coming down the opposite way are looking at me. You know when you're driving and you just happen to see someone walking past? Most times people don't notice or judge, … Continue reading I went outside.. and enjoyed it!
Guys and their fragile hearts
This image perfectly represents what I feel like I've done to someone tonight I know, it's my second post in one night, but I felt like I needed to get some stuff off my chest. Without going into loads of detail, I have this friend. A best friend. We've only known eachother for around 6 … Continue reading Guys and their fragile hearts
Going downhill
Today was a worrying, stressful, and regretful day. The immense guilt I feel right now is heavy and burdensome, and some of the things I've done are not retractable and I can't recede the choices I made. and I will have to live with them. I started off my day... late. You see, I had … Continue reading Going downhill
