A fantastic free holiday nobody wants to go on

Okay, so it's not free free, the flights cost, but basically... On my 21st, almost two years ago, my aunty and her wife bought me a holiday to practically anywhere in europe, you know like one of those gift boxes. Including a 2 night stay in a hotel (basically a book book of places, what's to … Continue reading A fantastic free holiday nobody wants to go on

Doing nothing is not satisfying.

I used to skip Uni to stay and do nothing, I used to skip appointments and deadlines and call in sick to work to do nothing. I quit work- to do nothing. The more time I've spent doing so, the more I've become bored with it. My best friend recently got a letter getting him … Continue reading Doing nothing is not satisfying.

Meant to Be

The Bipolar Writer Collaborative Mental Health Blog

For his attention

She fight

Without his approval

Her dreams would not catch flight

Self-sabotaging rendered her insane

Poison flowed through her veins

Risking a life she could not love

Losing faith of anyone above

A father who belittled his daughter

Confusing her was the pain

She sought in others a fragile love

The one missing from within

Disposing of men

Forbidden sin

He set an example forever ingrained

Love equals pain

The rejection of his affection left her exposed

Substance she snorts up her nose

Numbing the pain

Heartbreak upon heartbreak she gain

A constant battle with her brain

A destiny to heal her heart

Finding herself falling apart

She doesn’t know where to start

Forgiveness is key

In being set free

And unlocking who she is meant to be

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NHS staff, ugh

Seriously, so my pain that I get so often it caused me to start taking drugs and landed me in this cycle of sobriety, relapses, comedowns, withdrawals, sobriety and relapse again- I decided to try again with a doctor. I guess you can't always expect doctors to be nice, but seriously, as least pretend you … Continue reading NHS staff, ugh